Sunday, January 03, 2010
hello everyone i'm back from KL! ((: haha yayy and HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone! (: it's a bit belated i know haha but no choice la :D and yayy hope 2010 will be a great great year for all of you! (: (: (:
i guess i'll really miss 2009 haha it wasn't so much of a super duper sparkly kinda year for me haha in fact it was peppered with many ups and downs haha but wells I guess i'll still miss it anyway cos like i suppose i'll miss the wonderful memories that 2009 brought with it, and all the great times that have passed and can't be relived again, but wells i do hope 2010 brings nicer and better memories so yupp ((: ahah i'm always so nostalgic at the end of the year sighh D: really can't stand leaving the nice stuff behind hehe ):
and okies time to remember 2009 haha (: wow ok it was my A level year haha how memorable omgg hehe all those times mugging in the library after and school and stuff haha, though now come to think of it, despite all the stress and everything, mugging was actually pretty fun in a way la (: maybe cos you know all your friends are mugging too and everyone is there for everyone so yeahh it was nice in a way (: and quite fun talking rubbish occasionally with friends to destress haha :D and hahaha i haven't mastered the pen-spinning trick yet haha one day I shall become super pro at it man haha xD and yupp omg i am super glad As are over haha like finally omg (: 12 years of education has just ended haha :D i'm not sure if i feel very much smarter haha but i'm just glad that i've had lots of fun in school la (:
haha and 2009 brought with it syf too haha ((: oh gosh the syf prep totally just drove me mad omg it was crazy and hectic and what with school work and h3 and everything, omgg it was just crazy la ): i felt sleep-deprived like practically everyday, and after lessons i still had to drag myself to harmoc, help out with pracs, omg it felt like torture sometimes especially when the J1s just played super crappily and i was dying to scold them alr but i just felt too tired and sian to do so hahaha, or when i just felt like snapping at ppl who kept talking and not listening during pracs ): but anw, pracs were still pretty enjoyable overall la (: and it really felt great being able to make the ensemble sound nicer so yeah (: and harmoc ppl are really a super fun and nice bunch to be with (: we are all just really like a nice big family yayy and everyone is so warm and nice to talk to ((: and harmoc concert was great! (: not as stunning as i wished, but it was still the fruit of everyone's hard work after all, and i think the audience enjoyed themselves at least, so yayy i'm glad that we pulled it off well (: and sl song was my fave item heh such a memorable experience too yayy (: and so proud of the J1s (: haha you all won't get to see this la haha but wells i'm just damn proud of you all anw cos you've all come a long way like i've told you all before haha yayy (:
and yayy i loved 2009 for the other fun and nice times it brought with it too ((: like all the randomly nice moments with friends haha (: like how we sometimes go mad cos of sth stupid and retarded that someone did, or cos of a super lame joke or sth (: and all the sweet stuff that my dearest friends did for me throughout the year -- shing , who was there for me in every possible way and who gave me lots of nice surprises during syf season accompanied me home from school everyday, etc etc haha there's really too much for me to say here, and my dear jn ah ma who bought dinner for me on days where I still had to go for harmoc after h3, and gave me cute plasters when i was feeling sian, ducky who said sweet stuff and wrote me sweet notes during stressful times and nice emails when i was dying of boredom at home with nothing nice to read, margaret for being the super kind soul who always helps your frenzied friend here haha and for being a nice consultation partner haha, sharon who is always so comforting during my times of failure and unhappiness, joyce who provided me with long dist emotional support all the way from italy through your nice, cute and sweet emails haha you always put a big smile on my face somehow (Tiamo tantissimo too!! (((: ) , daniel for always being there when i need to rant in huge volumes and for helping me look at things from a different perspective, clement for always being there too when i need someone to rant to and for the random entertainment you provide sometimes when i'm bored haha and for helping me out sometimes (hahha yeahh when you're not being annoying you're actually quite nice hehehe xD ), neville didi for being the greatest brother ever and for always providing great guy perspectives and advice loll haha and for being there to talk to xD
yayy and there's just so many more things, so much more sweetness and niceness from people that i won't have space to write here haha i'll just keep them in my memory la haha ((: thanks everyone for being there! ((:
and i'm really gonna miss school omg )): i kinda think school is definitely much better than working now omgg at least I kinda had fun everyday and i really enjoyed the company of everyone around in school la (: it's just a different atmosphere altogether i suppose, and yeahh it feels so weird knowing i won't be going to school tmr anymore )): that's one chapter of my life closed, and oh boy it does feel sad knowing that ): without school, there's less opportunities for me to see all the people who mean so much to me, and everyone is just gonna all go different ways from now on; we'll all do different stuff, go different unis, work in different places, etc omg it's really sad omg D: but wells i shall try my best to keep in touch with everyone important to me yayy (: shall go online more often whenever i can and maybe email/ write letters etc (: so fun haha xD i rmbr i have a pact with marg, xw and joy hehe we're supposed to write to each other when we're in uni :D hehe assuming we don't all end up staying together in the same apartment or sth (:
and haha of course 2009 brought some troubles and stress and not so nice things with it too, arguments, unhappiness, hurt feelings and stuff, times when i saw through people's empty words and stuff, times when people don't mean what they say and yeahh it was a pretty unpleasant feeling sometimes but well i suppose it's good to give people chances to change! (: 2009 has certainly shown me that haha ((: and so yupp i'm hoping there'll be less of these unhappy stuff in 2010 yayy (:
and well i suppose that most of my probs in 2010 won't be so much of a stressful nature anymore, since there's hardly anymore school to speak of haha and that's a good thing i suppose (: all i'm hoping for now is that the good things from 2009 can still last in 2010 (: some things are gonna take a lot more effort and some extra time now that schedules are harder and more complicated to manage, and there's the prob of adaptability to new ways of doing things and stuff, but well let's hope everything goes smoothly (: sometimes time and distance strengthen rather than weaken ties, and i sure hope that applies next year and beyond (: it's such a waste when people drift apart i think haha D: i think ducky and i share the same thoughts on drifting haha lol maybe it's a girl kinda worry or sth ):
oh wells (: anw haha i shan't make new year resolutions hehe they don't ever work out (: hehe i'll just take each day as it comes i suppose haha i'm sure i'll find great ways of dealing with them (:
hehe okie this is my new year's post haha i shall blog about KL and christmas and all my other stuff another time (: someone remind me haha thanks! (:
reply to tags:
ducky: haha ahh i didn't get to go outing with you hehe but yupp so glad i could see you for a while haha and thanks for the goodies from HK! (: i loved the hellokitty stuff hehe (: jiayou for work and everything else k haha we should meet up soon haha we have a bodyworlds date yes yes! (: miss you! ):
daniel: haha yupps! (: and haha why's the wow so big hehe xD thanks k haha jiayou for all your stuff too haha you busy guy :D and paiseh couldn't talk much the other day haha was chionging apps but haha so glad it's all done alr yayy! :D
ducky: haha hello again! (: yayy i had lotsa fun haha shall blog about it another time soon hehe yayy (:
